im not suppose to...

i'm not suppose to be ALONE. everyday i've wished things to be different. if i could turn back time and relive every moment which choreographed my sorrow, broke my heart or made me feel pain. but then i look in the mirror and see this exceptional woman, mature,responsible, a mom, confident, respectable... a woman of such virtue. being alone got me here so i guess i'm not suppose to wish things were different.